Somehow Catra had hoped this might make things okay again. Or that it might reveal to her some sort of of truth or enlightenment, a realization of what she should do now or how she was supposed to be. Instead, this awkward, messy reunion just felt exactly that. Things were supposed to be better now, right?

So why didn't Catra feel better?

"Yeah. Or you know, fight each other?" Physically. In an attempt to hurt or kill each other.

"Um... Yeah." Catra focuses her attention on the cake for a moment, pretending to be deeply engage in the frosting. "This place sucks."