She couldn't take this, she couldn't. Her heart was like to burst out of her chest and shatter like glass. She and Remy got it right after getting it wrong for so long, and had beautiful babies, and their babies had babies.

And she wasn't there for them.

Mattie came out and Rogue gasped again, it was turning into one of those bad telenovela soaps for her with how she was reacting. The woman hardly looked a handful of years older than when Rogue had first met her in Remy's memories.

It was the past tense that hurt, she'd assumed that she was gone, but she'd hoped somehow Remy was still there just maybe busy. Guild work or... something. He had to live, he had to.

"Is... is being with me what makes Remy... is it why Remy dies?" She asked the Ghost. It was the hardest question she'd ever had to ask and the one thing she wasn't really sure she wanted to know the answer to, because what if that answer is yes? Then she only has one choice.