"He didn't. He fucking didn't, he's just been doing that stupid thing he does, lying to himself, trying to make everyone happy, and— and now I don't fucking know if anything he's fucking told me is anything but fucking bullshit."

It's insecurity talking, as much as anything else. She's been re-building herself from almost the ground up, trying to figure out who she is, now, and so much of the foundation of that was built on everything North said, the way he sat and talked her through it all.

But if he could let her think he'd forgiven her for what she did all this time, then what else might he have been lying about?