"Knowing that doesn't make it less - we ended up having to make that call because I was stupid and proud and I didn't check all my boxes. And then I kept doing it, and made more mistakes. We had to - "

She looks away.

"Some real bad shit had to happen before I admitted to myself I ain't cut out to be the leadin' type."

Then she actually hears the rest of what he said. "Fuck. That sounds awful."