goneawayworld | Invasion!

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Invasion!

Who: The New Hires
What: Sudden Memory Share
Where: Their Memory Palaces
When: After Intermission
Warnings/Notes: Possible in every memory, warn in subject lines.

Contact.

It's during a pause in their day. A nap. An idle moment looking across the Top Deck. Taking a slow breath between reps in the training room.

The New Hires are connected. Mental pathways locking together, they're forced into one another's innermost beings. Thrust into one another's memory palaces where the mind collects and stores everything that makes them who they are. The core of their beings are only a few steps away and no one can help the violation.

To make matters worse, it comes with no explanation or no ability to pull out and stop. Once they're through the first memory, perhaps they can find a way out, but they're already witnessing some event from their host's past. And, if they left, who knows whether or not they'd end up accidentally invading another memory palace?

And if they were there, who was in theirs?

[[So, how this works: the memories can either be viewed in spectator mode or experiencing everything themselves. The person whose memories are being shown, the host, can watch as their current self or take the form they had of their past self.

They cannot control the first memory shown, the player decides that, but they can control any other memories they'd like to show people. Of course, there's always the option of an extreme emotional reaction bringing up memories unbidden.]]

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Now that the memory has essentially ended, Ronan-- the young Ronan-- turned and looked at Sam.

He knew what was happening by now. Something was fucking with their heads. He didn't know why he was still stuck like his much younger and much more awkward and gangly self. He just knew that this was one of the worst memories for people to see. And this place? Being alone and trying to hide what he was had really taken a toll.

Where was the money coming from?

"Christ." He pressed his hands to his mouth and breathed hard. "Christ."

He looked at Sam. It didn't seem like he was thinking of murdering Ronan.

"Isn't it obvious?" he snapped, pulling his hands away from his mouth. He balled his hands into fists. God, that was such a stupid thing to say.

He looked at his father, who was still going through the memory. He wiped the blood from his face with his hands. Blue flowers fell on the bed and the floor.

"I mean, it seems pretty obvious it would be from the dreams. But with my dad, it was always credit card fraud, so hey. At least it's not something that's going to get anybody arrested."

Sam reached for his back pocket, pulling out a bandana. Always a good idea to have one on hand. "You need this?"

Not something that would get him arrested. God, Ronan felt close to hysterical. Still, he shook his head at the offer.

He ran his hand over his head and started. He'd forgotten what it was like to touch his own hair.

Deep breath. He could do this. He had no other choice.

"It--" Either he choked or his voice cracked a little. "Got him killed."

Well, didn't he feel like a heel?

Sam put the bandana away, frowning before he nodded. "Yeah. That tracks. Unfortunately, that sort of thing happens way too often with things that people don't understand." Sam had been there himself, once. Back when his powers were first showing up. Or when other hunters found out about them. "Stay with me. This is going to be real easy to find ourselves switching from memory to memory if we aren't careful."

Ronan's eyes narrowed in suspicion and interest. "Do you know about dreamers?"

The way Sam talked, he didn't sound surprised at all this. Hell, it had about broken his friends' brains when they learned and they already knew about magic. That made Sam either a threat or maybe someone who could actually help.

"I know about powers," he replied with a shrug. "I've never known of anybody who could bring things from their dreams into the real world. Not like you did, at least. I've known of a girl who could make things happen in the real world with her magic, even though she was in a coma herself. I used to have visions when I slept. For a few years, at least."

The wariness in Ronan's eyes didn't entirely leave but his shoulders visibly relaxed.

"You're psychic?" That gave Ronan some hope. None of the psychics he knew had a problem with what he could do. Even Gwenllian was more of a crazy asshole than a threat these days.

"Was." Sam leaned back against a convenient piece of furniture, slouching a bit. It was absolutely calculated to help him look less threatening. "The visions I haven't had in years, so they seemed to be connected to a specific trigger. I was also telekinetic, but I think I burned that particular power out until I got here."

He'd had to use it against some of the cartoons. Not much skill involved. Lots of throwing things around, though.

"It just stopped? How?" Ronan didn't have his leather bands to fidget with so he rubbed his fingers together. It was a gesture that made him seem more like a child instead of the thirteen year old he appeared and the nineteen year old he really was.

"I can't make anything from my dreams since I got here." That was a puzzle he hadn't figured out yet.

"My brother shot the demon that was linked to them with a gun that disincorporates anything that it kills." So flatly said that it COULD be a joke. Right? Right. "So instead of going back to Hell, the demon just stopped existing. No visions since then."

He nods slightly. "A lot of people have said that they've had their powers changed since they got here. I have the telekinesis back, though I haven't had that in years, for example."

Ronan cringed when Sam mentioned the gun and shook his head, swearing. He looked away and stared at his mother. All through the memory, she hadn't stirred, not that Ronan had noticed.

Looking at her was a mistake. He wanted to scream. The desire to break something was so strong that if he were anywhere else he'd have thrown something by now. But this was his parents' room, even if it was just a memory.

Ronan grit his teeth and turned away from his parents. "You can move shit with your mind and I'm a fucking strobe light. Fuck Jorgmund."

Sam grins at him. "It's not that useful for actually moving things. Not for carefully moving them, at least. My fine motor control is pretty shit."

Ronan still looked like he could spit nails. "You don't need fine motor control to throw shit around." He rubbed the back of his head, his fingers threading through his own hair. It was strange but familiar and since he no longer had his leather wristbands, this was the best he could do to keep his hands occupied.

"It's come in useful. But I'm as liable to harm my friends as my foes using it." Not entirely. He wasn't that out of practice with it. But it took a different kind of careful for applications like his powers were suited to.

Well, Ronan could relate to that. Sort of. He'd usually been the one getting hurt.

"Do you know anyone else who can do it? I never got in control of mine until I met another dreamer."

Considering his father was right behind him and clearly shared the same power, this seemed an absurd statement. But it took a moment for Ronan to realize that. He felt a brief moment of denial before his shoulders sagged slightly. Niall should have been the one to teach him.

Yeah. That's not lost on Sam in the least. "The only person I knew of that had telekinesis was...he died soon after we met him."

The Winchesters had taken care of Max. But it would really only have been a matter of time.

"When I was able to get instruction, it was from a...source that I really shouldn't have trusted. Things went pretty badly from there."

Ronan scoffed but at his own memories, not Sam. "Yeah, sounds familiar. The first dreamer I met-- who wasn't my father-- was fucked up. But he did teach me something before losing it completely." He was clearly still bitter about what had happened.

"He died too." This time Ronan sounded a little conflicted, but mostly his tone was flat. It was hard to feel too sorry about Kavinsky's death.

"It's rough, getting powers you don't know what to do with and can't control. Rougher than a lot of people would understand." And there were a few on the Rig that probably could understand. "My dad kept things from me, too. I think he thought he was protecting me, but it didn't work out that way in the end. It just left me unprepared for what was to come."

"I think," Ronan said slowly. "That's what my dad thought." He was fairly sure of it, based on everything his brother had said, but he'd never get the chance to ask him. Even if he tried now, his father either wouldn't answer or would just say what Ronan wanted to hear.

"It ended the same way." Those words should have felt wrong to say, standing here in his parents' room, the echo of his father behind him. But he let the truth of it sink in.

Ronan's gaze was hard but the look on his face was tired, not angry. "How'd it work out for you? Did you figure out what to do?"

The room shifted because Sam let himself think about it a moment too long. A cemetery, the Impala and his brother's bloody face as there was an almost physical sensation of retching control of his body back. They could watch as Sam pulled away, the rings in his hand as he started saying something in Latin, a void opening up behind him.

Sam managed to pull away from that memory, back to something...easier. Two boys in a field setting off fireworks. One of Dean's favorite memories, not Sam's. But easier to deal with. "You could say that."

Now free of his own memory, Ronan's appearance shifted back to his nineteen year old self. His sharp expression now fit his face and the same went for his posture with his build and tattoo.

His gaze was intense as he stared at Sam in the wake of that brief flash of memory. The fireworks were nice but not distracting. Ronan's own memories of them had been tainted.

"What was that?"

Sam lets out a breath. "That's what I figured out to do. What I was unprepared for and had to scramble to figure out."

He flicks through his memories and finds a calm one. A library in the midwest, looking for info on a case. Nothing important, but it's quiet and steady and he needs that for a moment.

"The demon that my premonitions were linked to...it caused that by giving me a taste of his blood when I was a baby." God, it sounds crazy when he puts it like that. "It did that to other kids, too, wanting a general for Hell's armies. Only, of course, there was more to it."

At the mention of the word 'demon,' Ronan froze. He had to split his focus into paying attention to what Sam said while keeping himself here in the moment. It mostly worked. There was a flicker of pure black, the complete absence of color, and as he grounded himself back in the library he realized that Sam had finished talking.

Hell's armies, he finally registered. Different demon.

"You mean, a good old fashioned biblical kind of demon," he said more to reiterate the point to himself. Then that sank in. "Damn. Did it possess you?"

"Not that one, no." Which didn't mean he hadn't been possessed. Because he absolutely had. Just not by Yellow-Eyes. "Even a lot of hunters don't know that demons are real back home. They're good at hiding as humans. Which makes sense. They used to be human."

"Not--" Ronan stopped. Any further words lodged in his throat. After seeing his mother, it was too much. He clenched his hands into fists and took a deep breath. "Not the one back home," he said eventually. "Did you kill it?"

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